小时侯以为孤独是一件很酷的事，长大后却发现孤独是极其悲哀的一件事。万家灯火，却无一盏是为我而点亮的。
When I was a child, I thought it was cool to be alone, but when I grew up, I found it was extremely sad. Every house has its lights on, but none of them are for me.
我以为只要我认真的去喜欢你，就可以感动你。后来我才发现被感动的，只有我自己，我从来都不重要，只是偶尔被需要。
I think as long as I seriously like you, you can be moved. Later, I found that only I was moved, I was never important, only occasionally needed.
失而复得的东西根本就回不到最初的样子，即便再好，也忘不了有段时间曾经失去过。
The lost and recovered things can go back to their original appearance at all. Even if they are good enough, they can forget that they have been lost for some time.
你继续你的，我怀念我的，熬过去了就重新开始，熬不过去我就一直等，不过不是等你，是等我死心。
You continue your, I miss my, endure past to start again, can not endure past I have been waiting, but not waiting for you, is waiting for me to no longer love you.
后来我习惯了一个人的生活，习惯了不再表露难过，习惯了不再把心事诉说，也习惯了你不再爱我。
Later I was used to a persons life, used to no longer show sad, used to no longer tell my mind, also used to you no longer love me.
你之所以会觉得难受，大概是因为你投入了大把时间和精力，到最后却没能得到你想要的东西，那种一瞬间被失落灌满的样子，让你感到不值得。
The reason why you feel uncomfortable is probably because you put in a lot of time and energy, but you can get what you want in the end, which makes you feel unworthy of being filled with loss in a moment.
我渴望长大，我曾羡慕着成年后的世界，我现在成年了，我真的好累
Im eager to grow up. I used to envy the world of adulthood. Now that Im an adult, Im really tired.
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