我只是想认识一个真正喜欢我的人，我希望那个人能一直喜欢我，不会半路就把我抛弃。
I just want to know someone who really likes me. I hope that person can always like me and won abandon me halfway.
我真的很有玻璃心，我不能忍受这样的伤害，所以我几乎抵制每一个对我示好的人。
I really have a glass heart. I can stand such harm, so I resist almost everyone who shows kindness to me.
正如很多人都在说我是一个很冷血的人一样。
Just as many people say that I am a very cold-blooded person
事实上我真的是怕受伤所以我要拒绝开始。
In fact, Im really afraid of getting hurt, so I want to refuse to start
但依然会有人来对我好关心我处处照顾我的感觉陪在我身边。
But there will still be people who will care about me, take care of me everywhere, and my feeling will accompany me
希望我能第一次接受一个不是家人朋友的男人。
I hope I can accept a man who is not a family friend for the first time. Is that good for me?
自第一天起，他无疑就比别人与众不同。
From the first day, he was undoubtedly different from others.
虽然我没能阻止他进入我的生活 但是我接受得越多我也越来越不安。
Although I couldn stop him from entering my life, the more I accepted, the more uneasy I became
由于我是真怕自己陷入了困境中又很害怕自己变得不像自己那样自暴自弃
Because Im really afraid Im in trouble and Im afraid I won abandon myself like myself
理性掌控所以我一直都在劝自己保持清醒，告诉自己没有人会永远喜欢我。
Rational control, so I have been trying to persuade myself to stay awake and tell myself that no one will like me forever.
差一点想要不理智的赌一把 差点以为这一次是遇到了会喜欢我好久的人
I almost wanted to gamble irrationally. I almost thought this time I met someone who would like me for a long time
